Nites with a Vompyre?
Mood:  hug me
Topic: How to bring others down
Lets see... where do I start. I'm a 25 year old senior psychopath, desperately in love and spending the holidays alone. By the way, my dog is lying next to me so that may negate the last sentence. I'm sitting here in front of the telly and ranting out a bunch of goop to perhaps no one at all. Which is fine with me... after all, everyone pretty much has enough on their mind without me adding to it. Let me ask you a question though..... Have you ever been in love? I mean truely, absolutely, irrevocably in love? The whole nine yards, trembling hands, racing heart and the feeling your about to pass out. I have gone through it all. Including the month of being so obnoxiously happy that I was nauseous at the mere thought. If it starts off that way, then how do things escalate to a point where you both cannot stand each other, or rather, how do you get to the point where one refuses to see the other? Is it preordained? If it is it sucks! and I'm complaining to God. It's not going to make much difference anyway, He's going to do what he thinks is best in any case... for my peace of mind though, I will say that it more than sucks and that I'm miserable. So whoever is out there thinking it's the most wonderful thing in the world.. put yourself in my shoes and misery and think of the hurt.